Thursday, July 23, 2009
A surge over me.
4.47am. I am sitting here crying... i dont know why, a sudden emptiness loom over me like a very huge shadow had been cast over me, the loniness, the sadness, just overwhelms me. I think i am breaking down, its been ages since i felt like this, where by i suddenly long for someone beside me to comfort me to hold me, but as i soon realize there was none... no one around me.
What happen to my happy self ? i dont know it just disappeared. I dont know what to do now, i cant sleep and i am feeling like this.
Went out to sit in the living room and sat on the chair till now(8.30am). finally after so much crying i am feeling sleepy.... good.. morning.
4.47am. I am sitting here crying... i dont know why, a sudden emptiness loom over me like a very huge shadow had been cast over me, the loniness, the sadness, just overwhelms me. I think i am breaking down, its been ages since i felt like this, where by i suddenly long for someone beside me to comfort me to hold me, but as i soon realize there was none... no one around me.
What happen to my happy self ? i dont know it just disappeared. I dont know what to do now, i cant sleep and i am feeling like this.
Went out to sit in the living room and sat on the chair till now(8.30am). finally after so much crying i am feeling sleepy.... good.. morning.
posted by Kayden @ 4:46 AM
2 Comments:
Don't think so much. Take your mind off. Sometimes thinking too much is the source of people growing apart. Get distracted for awhile and you'll be fine.
thanks for the advice... but sometimes its hard not to think too much... as this is my habit, always worried about what people think of me, of my actions and the outcome of it. haiz...
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