Monday, June 29, 2009
Laughter is the best medicine ???
I like to make people laugh... its always nice to see people laughing and smiling away, Eases the tension around us. Its been a long time since anyone actually REALLY REALLY made me laugh by doing something... cause all this while i have always been just laughing at my own jokes and just "eng siew" people by laughing along...
So today something special as happen as you might have a gist of what i am going to say... my dear little miss fishball darlin actually made me laugh early in the morning :P. As usual she woke up first<--- not surprise cause i usually sleep after she does , so being her usual morning self shes always got something up her sleeves or rather... dress, and started disturbing me!!! started off with a little scratch along the sensitive sides of the body where your funny bones are... then started with a little poke... then followed by tickling of the neck... (which made me jump and jump and jump -_-") i was practically like a fish out of water on the bed jolting from every touch from her fingers with her super long hard nails.. !!!!! man...... what a way to start a morning, then came her actions, she mimicked every thing that i did and showed it to me how i looked like when i was half asleep <--- how evil... =X
Am i thinking to much? Maybe? No? Yes?(lost)
Well something happen recently that really put me to the edge of my seat... never have i felt this feeling before but i always have heard of it... Jealousy + worried = one train wreck.
She went clubbing with her colleagues recently and she had asked me to go but i said nah cause its all her colleagues, and i would feel rather weird + i had to pay cover charge which i don't really want to... i just wanted her to enjoy herself out with her friends and not restrict her too much =). I thought i could manage to control my feelings to let her go without me but i guess i was wrong... sad to say it took over me and i got hella worried and kind angry that she did not reply my sms (that fuck place had bad reception). But nonetheless i was in a mess -_-".
And it did not help at all when i saw pictures of that outing the clothing she wore -_-"... i know its kinda well sexy but i was not there so i don't know, its like so protective of your other half that you feel so insecure that other guys are looking at her .. haiz ... i somehow must control this emotion i have... its so hard !!! god damn it...
I like to make people laugh... its always nice to see people laughing and smiling away, Eases the tension around us. Its been a long time since anyone actually REALLY REALLY made me laugh by doing something... cause all this while i have always been just laughing at my own jokes and just "eng siew" people by laughing along...
So today something special as happen as you might have a gist of what i am going to say... my dear little miss fishball darlin actually made me laugh early in the morning :P. As usual she woke up first<--- not surprise cause i usually sleep after she does , so being her usual morning self shes always got something up her sleeves or rather... dress, and started disturbing me!!! started off with a little scratch along the sensitive sides of the body where your funny bones are... then started with a little poke... then followed by tickling of the neck... (which made me jump and jump and jump -_-") i was practically like a fish out of water on the bed jolting from every touch from her fingers with her super long hard nails.. !!!!! man...... what a way to start a morning, then came her actions, she mimicked every thing that i did and showed it to me how i looked like when i was half asleep <--- how evil... =X
Am i thinking to much? Maybe? No? Yes?(lost)
Well something happen recently that really put me to the edge of my seat... never have i felt this feeling before but i always have heard of it... Jealousy + worried = one train wreck.
She went clubbing with her colleagues recently and she had asked me to go but i said nah cause its all her colleagues, and i would feel rather weird + i had to pay cover charge which i don't really want to... i just wanted her to enjoy herself out with her friends and not restrict her too much =). I thought i could manage to control my feelings to let her go without me but i guess i was wrong... sad to say it took over me and i got hella worried and kind angry that she did not reply my sms (that fuck place had bad reception). But nonetheless i was in a mess -_-".
And it did not help at all when i saw pictures of that outing the clothing she wore -_-"... i know its kinda well sexy but i was not there so i don't know, its like so protective of your other half that you feel so insecure that other guys are looking at her .. haiz ... i somehow must control this emotion i have... its so hard !!! god damn it...
posted by Kayden @ 12:39 AM
1 Comments:
it's normal to feel jealous and i really can understand how u feel cos i experienced that before. :)
so please do not worry cos i love u. muacks!
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