Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Sleepless nights =)
Recently been having problems sleeping. especially during the wee hours of the morning, i know she does not like this sleeping pattern of mine.. but what can i do... i just cant get to sleep =). Maybe its just too much things on my mind when it comes to this kind of hours all quiet. lonely. peaceful from the world outside, my mind starts to wander and making it not good for sleeping.
Time is 4.14 am. and i am least bit sleepy although i been yawning for the past 2 hrs. I just cant get to sleep. Feeling very stressed out, vexed, stretched to the limit( well almost ) in just about everything in my life. To some people it might not seem like anything as they would say "Hey i have it worst then you" well FUCK U TOO.. cause thats your life, this is mine and to me i am already stretched out so yeah buzz off will ya =). Everyone has their own problems yours can be worst then mine but all in the end its STILL PROBLEMS.
Well looks like its going to rain... i'll probably be down in the garden soaking up the rain while having a beer, i haven done it in a long time and now seems like a good time to do it... i really does hope it rains. oh yeah... Dont worry about me... the worst thing that can happen is lightning strike me and i die, and well if that happens then there is less one heartless fuck in the world ( or so some people say i am ). see ya.
Recently been having problems sleeping. especially during the wee hours of the morning, i know she does not like this sleeping pattern of mine.. but what can i do... i just cant get to sleep =). Maybe its just too much things on my mind when it comes to this kind of hours all quiet. lonely. peaceful from the world outside, my mind starts to wander and making it not good for sleeping.
Time is 4.14 am. and i am least bit sleepy although i been yawning for the past 2 hrs. I just cant get to sleep. Feeling very stressed out, vexed, stretched to the limit( well almost ) in just about everything in my life. To some people it might not seem like anything as they would say "Hey i have it worst then you" well FUCK U TOO.. cause thats your life, this is mine and to me i am already stretched out so yeah buzz off will ya =). Everyone has their own problems yours can be worst then mine but all in the end its STILL PROBLEMS.
Well looks like its going to rain... i'll probably be down in the garden soaking up the rain while having a beer, i haven done it in a long time and now seems like a good time to do it... i really does hope it rains. oh yeah... Dont worry about me... the worst thing that can happen is lightning strike me and i die, and well if that happens then there is less one heartless fuck in the world ( or so some people say i am ). see ya.
posted by Kayden @ 4:12 AM
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