Wednesday, April 29, 2009
well well whatda ya know....
Yeah... so whats new.. 7.18am and i am still sleepy but cant get to sleep. =) but u ain't surprised one bit. Sad that it did not rain and now its all bright and sunny... how i wish right now that would be my feeling... bright and sunny...
You know heres the interesting thing... i have always wanted people to smile and be happy and i always tell people to smile and laugh, not to mention my dear dear... i always try to make her smile and laugh, by making myself look funny and stuff =D, but u know why i do it ?
Theres a saying that goes .
: A person who is always very friendly and happy and cheerful always tend to be very lonely, sad and emo inside...
Well that sentence fits me well, i always like to see people being happy and try my best to make people happy... but on the flip side why i do it is because i dont want them to end up like me... all emo and sad and shit.. =)
Every person deserves to laugh and be happy... but sadly my life has been having non of those... maybe i do have but not enough to last for long... its just like the start of my r/s its always happy and stuff end up in the end right now all quarreling messy and stuff... but i always try to look ahead but everytime i fail =).
7.25am. shes going to wake up in 1 hr time to prepare for work, i always worry for her when she goes to work cause her work has always full of problems... not a single day something does not happen at work for her... but oh well what can i do... all i can do is listen and thats what i have been doing. I guess sometimes thats just not enough maybe....
You know heres the interesting thing... i never actually blog about all my feelings till now, every blog is always about something nice... but i decided why the fuck would i give a fucking damn about blogging something nice when i am feeling so fucking shit right now... LOL. so from now on this blog will be just for my thoughts on what things are happening around me... (which honestly nothing nice actually happens alot- except for the fact when i am with my dear) Other then that be prepared to have alot of blog post to be on about me writing on all the things that i hate or feel =D. Cause i cannot be bothered to be tactful in my blog post cause its what i feel. =)
Yeah... so whats new.. 7.18am and i am still sleepy but cant get to sleep. =) but u ain't surprised one bit. Sad that it did not rain and now its all bright and sunny... how i wish right now that would be my feeling... bright and sunny...
You know heres the interesting thing... i have always wanted people to smile and be happy and i always tell people to smile and laugh, not to mention my dear dear... i always try to make her smile and laugh, by making myself look funny and stuff =D, but u know why i do it ?
Theres a saying that goes .
: A person who is always very friendly and happy and cheerful always tend to be very lonely, sad and emo inside...
Well that sentence fits me well, i always like to see people being happy and try my best to make people happy... but on the flip side why i do it is because i dont want them to end up like me... all emo and sad and shit.. =)
Every person deserves to laugh and be happy... but sadly my life has been having non of those... maybe i do have but not enough to last for long... its just like the start of my r/s its always happy and stuff end up in the end right now all quarreling messy and stuff... but i always try to look ahead but everytime i fail =).
7.25am. shes going to wake up in 1 hr time to prepare for work, i always worry for her when she goes to work cause her work has always full of problems... not a single day something does not happen at work for her... but oh well what can i do... all i can do is listen and thats what i have been doing. I guess sometimes thats just not enough maybe....
You know heres the interesting thing... i never actually blog about all my feelings till now, every blog is always about something nice... but i decided why the fuck would i give a fucking damn about blogging something nice when i am feeling so fucking shit right now... LOL. so from now on this blog will be just for my thoughts on what things are happening around me... (which honestly nothing nice actually happens alot- except for the fact when i am with my dear) Other then that be prepared to have alot of blog post to be on about me writing on all the things that i hate or feel =D. Cause i cannot be bothered to be tactful in my blog post cause its what i feel. =)
posted by Kayden @ 7:18 AM
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