Again. I run out of ideas.

I dont know if its me or is something out there interfering with my brain... I dont know what she thinks most of the time ever since i been together with her.

I just cant figure out what she wants or what she is thinking at any given point of time.

Can someone out there PLEASE help me ?

Am i being, too not understanding ?
I dont know so far i seem alright ... *shrugs*

Am i being a a MCP ?
I dont think i am ? hopefully not...

Am i not caring enough ?
I try my best too... But sometimes its just hard due to situation.(especially on the verge of a fight)

Am i not loving enough ?
I give her all my love everytime we meet up or not meet up. Is that not good enough? maybe its never enough.*who knows*All i know is i am trying my best. If its not good enough then i guess i have to sacrifice many more things.

so many questions ... TOOO MANY... Gazillion shit running through my mind untill .... I miss a MRT stop, And my bus stop( which i had to walk like 1km Back to my house $&*^@&*$ )

I just hate situations where by i dont know how to react... maybe i should just keep quiet and let it all come to me and just take it with a pinch of salt. But everyone also has its limits, There is only so much i can take, Will it be enough?*i dont know* I have never tried.
I guess its time for me to just mellow down to some quiet guy and become henpecked. And go , ok, yes, alright, i am sorry, my bad, forgive me, *kneel down* etc...

At the end of it all... i guess the only best way to settle this is just... as they all say... Listen to the lady-in-charge. solves all problems. All i need to do is beat myself on the chest and jiayou.

Oh
P/S : Feel free to give me ideas anyone... =D

posted by Kayden @ 3:38 AM

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